Stories from the Inside: My first year.
Apologies:
These are the stories I tell when people say “I bet you have a lot of stories
from working in prisons”. Nurses that I
worked with will soon realize that the nurses are never mentioned. It’s not that you were unimportant, or
unappreciated by me. Many of you are
what made the day to day working tolerable, and even fun. But I can’t tell anyone else’s stories. These are my stories, adventures of
inmate/patients. You have to tell your
own.
1. The Death Penalty
My first
day in a prison was not what I expected.
I spent it reading two thick binders.
It took the entire day. One was the rules and regulations of the prison; the other, the policies and
procedures of Correctional Medical Services, the company that had the contract
for inmate medical care. The part that
took me most by surprise, just because I hadn’t thought about it at all, was
about the death penalty. CMS was clear,
we were to have absolutely nothing to do with the death penalty, not even to
pronounce a patient dead if asked. The
reason made perfect sense. We were here
to take care of patients. The
doctor-patient relationship requires a certain amount of trust. That trust is on shaky ground at best in
prison. How could they trust us at all,
if we were also involved in any way in putting prisoners to death? I hadn’t thought about it, but I was relieved
to read the policy.
The next
day I started seeing patients in the infirmary.
I was told that one patient in particular would be assigned to me, to
solve a problem that had been going on for 6 weeks. JC (I will call patients by initials or
nicknames to protect their privacy) was in the infirmary with an NG tube, being
tube fed. He was only in his 30s. He had told the medical staff that he was
unable to swallow and lost significant weight, so a naso-gastric (NG tube –
nose to stomach) tube had been inserted.
No work up had been done to find out why he couldn’t swallow.
JC was
scheduled to be executed the next month.
I was told that he had been adopted as a child. He was in and out of trouble with the police
during his teen years, and his parents always bailed him out when needed. When he got in serious trouble in his 20’s,
they had not bailed him out, or had not been able to. He was sentenced and served 10 years in
prison. He had been heard many times to
say he was going to kill his parents for leaving him in jail. When he got out, he immediately went home and
did what he said he would, killed his parents.
He got the death penalty for that.
JC had
waived his appeals, saying he just wanted to get it all over with, but as the
time for execution approached, regretted his decision. What appeals he was then able to make were
denied. From some things he read or that
other inmates told him, he concluded that they would not be able to execute him
if he were sick. He had to be healthy to
be put to death. Mostly, he seemed to
think that, if he had to have an NG tube, he couldn’t be executed. I was told that it was my job to separate him
from that NG tube. So much for not
having anything to do with putting a patient to death.
Not that
others hadn’t tried to separate man and tube.
I mean, the stupid things are falling out or getting pulled out all the
time. How hard could it be? But the one time the nurses removed the tube
on the doctor’s orders, JC reached under his bed, pulled out a new tube, and
inserted it himself! They should all be
so easy to get in.
Not that
he was actually using the tube for its intended purpose. He would have to be hooked up to the drip bag
of tube feeding for some hours each day.
But JC was up, walking around, with the end of the tube carefully pinned
in his pocket. He walked around the
infirmary. He went out to the yard to
smoke (smoking was still allowed in Delaware prisons at that time). He couldn’t possible be getting enough
nourishment to keep him alive through that tube.
One day a
nurse saw him take a hot dog off another inmates plate, and an offices saw him
scarf two bowls of fruit cocktail. I was
sent to confront him. JC smiled and
batted his baby blue eyes at me and said, “Dr. Burns, I guess I just don’t
understand. I thought I was supposed to try
to eat, just to see if I could.” He
still insisted that he was unable to swallow and needed the tube.
My turn
to insist: I insisted that we had to do some tests to find out why he was
unable to swallow. He needed to have a
barium swallow and perhaps a video fluoroscopy, or upper endoscopy, to see what
the issue was. Finally since he said he
was unable to swallow for the first two studies, he was scheduled for an upper
endoscopy, in which a gastroenterologist would pass a tube with a light and a
scope into his esophagus and stomach to see if there was a mechanical
obstruction. I explained that the NG
tube would need to come out at least 48 hours before the study, so that the
findings would not be confused by the trauma of the tube in the esophagus. He then let me remove the tube.
He had
his endoscopy, which was negative. While he was gone, we searched his cell and retrieved his stash of replacement tubes. He
had already proven to us that he could swallow just fine, so when the test was
negative, he was returned to death row and executed two weeks later. I would have felt much worse about my part in
it, if I had not been an adoptive parent myself. So much for having nothing to do with the
death penalty. The ethical issues of
working in prison were going to be much more complicated than I had
thought.
2. Why I tried never
to ask or know what a patient was in prison for.
M. was an
older man. I was seeing him for a
routine follow-up for hypertension and COPD when he started to talk. He was coming up for parole. “I’ve been in here 20 years. I should be paroled. I would go around and tell men they shouldn’t
do the things I did. They shouldn’t do
them because awful things happen if you go to prison for this. These days, if that five-year-old had
vandalized a house, they would have wanted to charge her as an adult. I treat her like an adult and I get 20 years
in prison.” He went on to say that he
had been sexually molested as a child and thought that it was a good thing that
had happened to him, and it was a good thing that he was doing for the children
he molested.
M.
clearly wasn’t ready for parole and was not paroled. He went on to develop lung cancer and died in
prison. I took care of him for several
months, and every time I looked at him I remember him saying “that five year
old”. I had one of those at home, a five
year old, which made him my worst nightmare.
It was difficult for me to treat him, and I realized it was important
that I not know what my patients did to land in prison.
It is so
easy to google patients these days. Because
of this patient, I was determined never to do that. I broke my rule twice, years later, but those
are stories for another day.
3. Love
That
actually was his first name: Love. I
could imagine a mother holding him as an infant, saying “Isn’t he a little
love?” He was still young, in his late
20’s. I didn’t know what he had done to
land in jail. What he was doing now
though, I was pretty sure, was faking paralysis. He had had a seizure, which I thought was
real. He had a history of them and was
on medication. After the seizure, he was
unable to move his left arm and leg.
There is a condition called Todd’s paralysis, which is a temporary
paralysis after a seizure. Todd’s
doesn’t usually last for more than a few hours, but Love’s paralysis was not
getting better and was lasting for days.
Except when he slept: his left arm and leg moved fine while he slept,
and for the first few seconds after waking him, till he realized that he was
awake and someone was watching him. Then
they couldn’t move.
I had to
give him good marks for persistence. He
kept this up for 6 weeks! He told me
that he had an aunt who was paralyzed after a seizure, but her paralysis went
away the same day; his didn’t.
Finally I
decided he would have to be evaluated by someone other than me. The nurses and I documented daily that his
arm and leg moved fine while he was sleeping or if he thought no one was
watching, but I thought I might need some documentation from a neurologist, so
I made arrangements to send him out for a consult.
For the
trip out to the neurologist, he had to be shackled in a wheelchair and
transported by van. I guess the
shackling confused him. When he got to
the neurologist, he couldn’t remember which side was supposed to be paralyzed,
so he told the neurologist he couldn’t move his legs but his arms were
fine! The neurologist laughed and sent
him back with a note for the chart. When
the officer unshackled his feet from the wheelchair, Love kicked him in the
groin, so he was whisked off to disciplinary segregation, and I never saw him
again.
4. Earl
Earl was
75. His wife was 73 with severe
arthritis. With her medical bills, (Medicare
has a deductible and doesn’t pay everything) they were unable to make ends meet
on their Social Security so they decided to do a drug run for a local
dealer. They got caught. Earl’s wife received a suspended sentence because
of the arthritis, but Earl got a year.
He was hoarse
when he arrived, and when the hoarseness didn’t resolve, I did an indirect laryngeal
exam, with a tongue depressor taped to a flash light and a dental mirror (sometimes
practicing in prison is like practicing in a third world country), and I didn’t
like what I saw. Earl had laryngeal
carcinoma.
I went in
and sat down to explain what his treatment would entail. He would have to have his teeth pulled so he
could have radiation therapy. With
radiation and chemotherapy, the narrowing of his airway would get worse before
it got better, so he would need to have a tracheostomy and a feeding tube. I told him I could get him out on a medical
release and he said “NO! PLEASE! Then we would have my medical bills too. That’s how we got into this mess in the first
place. Prison is God’s way of making
sure I get medical care for my cancer!
Don’t send me home!”
So we
didn’t. Earl had his trach and his
feeing tube, and went out to the hospital every day, shackled to a wheelchair,
to get his radiation and chemotherapy. By
the end of his year in prison, treatment was finished and we were able to pull
his trach and feeing tube. He was able to
eat a soft diet and went home with visiting nurses to follow him. And once a month he would call prison medical
to thank us and tell us he was still doing well. Sometimes we did good work!
5. Three quick ones,
not necessarily mine
My first
escape: I wasn’t really involved in this, except for being locked down until
the inmate was found. Inmates sometimes
torture each other. The missing prisoner
only had two months left on his sentence, but his cellmate and “friends”
decided to tell him that his wife was cheating on him. He decided he had to get out immediately and
settle the issue. When he was missing at
one of the routine counts, the prison was locked down. Everyone, including employees, had to stay in
place. When the inmate was not found
after a thorough search of the premises, the prison officials considered what
vehicles had left after the previous count.
The only truck that left was a trash truck. They called the company and had the truck
sent back. The inmate had indeed climbed
into the trash truck. Unfortunately, it
was a trash compactor and the inmate was dead.
All because people he trusted lied to him.
Before I
started at my first prison, the chief of security there was walking across the
yard one day when an inmate planted a shiv in his belly and pulled up. He was brought to medical with his intestines
spilling out. I wasn’t there when that happened
but I was there when the security chief came back to work again and walked
across that yard. He taught us later
that, when called to an emergency in the prison, never enter until security
says the scene is safe, and then, know that the scene is never safe. I admired him greatly for having the courage
to walk across that yard.
One more
story, not mine (breaking my own rules again, but too good not to tell):
Marilyn, one of the nurses, stopped for gas near the prison and saw an inmate
that she had treated in prison the previous week standing at a pump. “Earle
(a different Earle from the above story), did you escape?”
“No, Miss
Marilyn, I maxed out (finished his sentence)!"
“How long
were you up, Earle?”
“30
years, Miss Marilyn, and I am so glad to see you! How do you pump gas?”
Lots of things
change when you’re incarcerated for 30 years.
The stories above were all from my first year at DCC. The contract changed after that, and I was
given the chance to switch to my local prison: 14 miles each way instead of
44. So I switched to SCI and from Staff
MD to Medical Director. But that will be the
second installment of stories.
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